Erm...act i...no mood to post any blog...
But i hope there is some 1 can share the problem...
and Luckily there is some 1 who share it wif me...
Thx u Sam And Alviss....
Herm...Well...Yesterday...i just found something tat reli break my heart into 2
I duno must i say like this...But...there's no other way to talk bout this...
And my bf done something seriously HURT me....
I found out....That he contact wif my frens...
And i duno wat he wan from her...
First...he always ask me something bout her from me...
Second...he rmb her hp num in his mind....I dun think i rmb her's num too even im her friend
Third...i been delete several times her hotmail from my Bf msn contact list...
But after all...i still can see The Hotmail Add belong to her APPEAR back on his LIST...
and im trying to asking him why,on my lunch hour Ytd...
and he told me....he no more contact wif her...
But sometimes just pass by at msn and say hello...
Boys and Girls...ll u believe it?
and i were saying there is something tat are reli funny for me...
i told that i been deleted her hotmail from ur msn for several of times...
Gosh...he told me tat he duno y even i deleted and her Hotmail still inside there...
even if u think tat im an idiot,but cant just tell a lies like tat....
if he din add it back who does??
he said...im not trusting him....and i were setting a trap to him.,...
even i do...but at last....i did get the answer....
so...wat the men can do when their gf know all the lies...
Deny everything tat they had did...YES they'll!!!!!
so my bf are men too...there's nth diff...
Act i was...reli been trying so hard to keep our relationship...since i dunwanna to lose u...
No matter what u did Wrong...u ll always deny it...and shout at me...
wat else do u know?But no matter wat Happen my heart still Forgive u...
all i wan is tat u understand me 1 day...but i know u wont...
even u did wrong u nvr wan to apologise...i know u wont...so i ll be the 1 who wan to stop the arguement and apologise to u even im nt wrong...wat else do u still wan me to do??
perhaps i shud nt do this...mayb u think i might be stronger but IM NOT!!!
ytd...i finish my work early and go home on afternoon...
there's no way for me to cont my work adi...wat to do
go home keep crying and smoking...
wat in my mind is...shud a bf do this to his gf??
yes im very upset...But where r u??u made me angry and u leave me alone...
where u went??...at home playing games wif ur fren...thats nice...
and i received ur msg saying tat u already reach home...and asking y im home instead at the office...
and i answer tat im moody....And u just ask me to rest...THATS IT!!!
Haihz...wat can i do den...so i fall as sleep.....as i wake up i hold up my phone...
But there is nth...and keep asking myself...y....Y ll he treat me like this??
there's no more care from him to me...
And at last i received his msg again...he say he ll bring me to eat...ask me to wait...
he ll come over on 8...i wait....i wait....
sms ask...only know tat he's still playing that useless game...gosh...
Im fucking mad at this ppl...And he say wait more awhile again till 9++
deng...fine...as he reach my home den he is telling me he is rushing to play badminton...
FUCK la...and i were asking why did he contact my friends without telling me...
and he said "duno how many times i shud tell u...i just drop by and say hello"
and den Bla Bla...slowly...he begin shouting at me...
He dun ever know how it feel...But my heart seriously injured...
REMAIN silent....and i was thinking something in my mind....
when we first together to b a couple...Im nt that love u....
is u who make me Fall in love wif u...
still rmb....the first day u hug me tight...and kisses me...
on the valentine day,u brought me to Genting highland...even only both of us,u nvr feel bored...
For me...u will come back early even outstation....
For me...u had changed a lot....i can feel it....
ur friends asking u to join for drink at pub...u ll always reject...but even u go...u ll bring me along...
if i saw something that i dun look i run...u ll chase me back....
still rmb that day i mad on u...n u bought me a flower...and still my friends (her)
laugh at u....But u dun ever know hw happy am i....u duno...
But after all...the love,the care from u to me...have gone.,...gone...
why?and the tears coming out from my eyes...and u just pretend tat u din c it...
this is the memory and it guide me to be wif u until today...
even how bad are u now...once our memory past by in my mind...everything is worth....
But i hope there is some 1 can share the problem...
and Luckily there is some 1 who share it wif me...
Thx u Sam And Alviss....
Herm...Well...Yesterday...i just found something tat reli break my heart into 2
I duno must i say like this...But...there's no other way to talk bout this...
And my bf done something seriously HURT me....
I found out....That he contact wif my frens...
And i duno wat he wan from her...
First...he always ask me something bout her from me...
Second...he rmb her hp num in his mind....I dun think i rmb her's num too even im her friend
Third...i been delete several times her hotmail from my Bf msn contact list...
But after all...i still can see The Hotmail Add belong to her APPEAR back on his LIST...
and im trying to asking him why,on my lunch hour Ytd...
and he told me....he no more contact wif her...
But sometimes just pass by at msn and say hello...
Boys and Girls...ll u believe it?
and i were saying there is something tat are reli funny for me...
i told that i been deleted her hotmail from ur msn for several of times...
Gosh...he told me tat he duno y even i deleted and her Hotmail still inside there...
even if u think tat im an idiot,but cant just tell a lies like tat....
if he din add it back who does??
he said...im not trusting him....and i were setting a trap to him.,...
even i do...but at last....i did get the answer....
so...wat the men can do when their gf know all the lies...
Deny everything tat they had did...YES they'll!!!!!
so my bf are men too...there's nth diff...
Act i was...reli been trying so hard to keep our relationship...since i dunwanna to lose u...
No matter what u did Wrong...u ll always deny it...and shout at me...
wat else do u know?But no matter wat Happen my heart still Forgive u...
all i wan is tat u understand me 1 day...but i know u wont...
even u did wrong u nvr wan to apologise...i know u wont...so i ll be the 1 who wan to stop the arguement and apologise to u even im nt wrong...wat else do u still wan me to do??
perhaps i shud nt do this...mayb u think i might be stronger but IM NOT!!!
ytd...i finish my work early and go home on afternoon...
there's no way for me to cont my work adi...wat to do
go home keep crying and smoking...
wat in my mind is...shud a bf do this to his gf??
yes im very upset...But where r u??u made me angry and u leave me alone...
where u went??...at home playing games wif ur fren...thats nice...
and i received ur msg saying tat u already reach home...and asking y im home instead at the office...
and i answer tat im moody....And u just ask me to rest...THATS IT!!!
Haihz...wat can i do den...so i fall as sleep.....as i wake up i hold up my phone...
But there is nth...and keep asking myself...y....Y ll he treat me like this??
there's no more care from him to me...
And at last i received his msg again...he say he ll bring me to eat...ask me to wait...
he ll come over on 8...i wait....i wait....
sms ask...only know tat he's still playing that useless game...gosh...
Im fucking mad at this ppl...And he say wait more awhile again till 9++
deng...fine...as he reach my home den he is telling me he is rushing to play badminton...
FUCK la...and i were asking why did he contact my friends without telling me...
and he said "duno how many times i shud tell u...i just drop by and say hello"
and den Bla Bla...slowly...he begin shouting at me...
He dun ever know how it feel...But my heart seriously injured...
REMAIN silent....and i was thinking something in my mind....
when we first together to b a couple...Im nt that love u....
is u who make me Fall in love wif u...
still rmb....the first day u hug me tight...and kisses me...
on the valentine day,u brought me to Genting highland...even only both of us,u nvr feel bored...
For me...u will come back early even outstation....
For me...u had changed a lot....i can feel it....
ur friends asking u to join for drink at pub...u ll always reject...but even u go...u ll bring me along...
if i saw something that i dun look i run...u ll chase me back....
still rmb that day i mad on u...n u bought me a flower...and still my friends (her)
laugh at u....But u dun ever know hw happy am i....u duno...
But after all...the love,the care from u to me...have gone.,...gone...
why?and the tears coming out from my eyes...and u just pretend tat u din c it...
this is the memory and it guide me to be wif u until today...
even how bad are u now...once our memory past by in my mind...everything is worth....
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