U had Pissed me OFF.....

Early in the morning....We had Argue for nth....
He said that i like to show off our love...WTF.....
I written everything here am i show off too?GOSH....Luckily No ppl know about this Blog and no ppl are going to view this....If not im sure he ll eat me up....
Honestly i duno wat he wan,i duno either am i really suitable for him.
since he said my love to him was a teenager love....This was the word hurt me the most...
wat did i do?i was just put our pict in his MSN....am i wrong to do this??
This morning i was gv him a call...but he din anwered it...Haihz...
But after a few min...he called me back....
Thx for the call...i really have good time talking to you,you know everytime u call everyday i saw u,my love for u is getting stronger,
i cant imagine the man behind that beautiful voice that makes me love him even more.
i always think of u,if i will calculate ,there's 24 hours every one day and everyday i thought u 23 hours,59 min and 59 seconds..u know hw much i love u now?? i hope u feel the same way too~
But everytime when i ask u a question,u wont answer it patiently...if u do...
i really will appreciate it alot....ALOT..
i want u to put our pict nt because i do not trust u....i just wan try to avoid temptation as much as possible...
But i cant guess that u ll Scold me for that~
Pls always rmb that i love u alot,and u're my part of life.....
But u were saying that...Im Too over...AM I???
u were saying i was trying to arrange everything to u??wat did i arrange for u??
it was only a pict.... u leave me wif no choice,
u Had changed very slowly...from the day we together u had tried so hard to understand me,
And leave me such sweet memories....And now???
Wat's the point u doing all this to me??I was just saying tat im there wif u...the kind of love...
But im wrong to say that....IT wont ever happen to us....
I duno wat shud i say to u anymore...Or...shall we...perhaps...we should....
or say it like this....perhaps i shud let u go dont i?if i do so....den u wont do such thing to hurt me anymore....
I wish to be alone now...and...get myself away from u....
But...i dun think i could do so...GOSH.....i duno wat i wan either...
i loved this men..ALOT...but...our problem wont solve.....not ever.....
Im trying so hard nt to argue wif u...just bcoz i cant bear the pain...
since we argue and suddenly me tears coming out wif no reason...and i hv been tried very hard to suppress it..
I hope that when i thought it couldn't get better,and u prove me wrong...
I feel something in my heart,it's like a little flame...everytime i saw u,this flame ll light up...
and i ll forget all the things...
I wish i could to hold u tight rest of my life,and the luckiest person who kisses u goodnight everynight instead of just sending sms just greeting good night...
But,Unfortunately....Im nt the luckiest person who can do this...
And,Im nt going to Update Any blog Anymore for us,since u said i was showing off....
I just wan u to happy ,even if im'nt the reason behind the happiness....
Fate had brought us together,to meet,to know and thru to happiness and sadness thing in our life,So many question...Bt the answer is so few....
somedays i Hide my tears when i say your name,but the pain in my heart is still the same,
If there even comes a day when we cant be together...just wan u to know that u're in my heart...You'll be in there forever