Finally....

After all once again im here to update my BLOG...
Haihz....No 1 are beside me to share wat happen around me...
wat a pity...DAMN!!!! and...Finally i cant....stand for this relationship anymore...
he was...changing to some type...the 1 that i dun like...
mayb this is the real him...and he din care of me alot...or even little bit...
sometimes..need to be comfort and pamper..he just duno...
because he wont ever find out wat happen inside me...
begin to see him less...and...he said he wanted to work night job...
i think that will be a hard time for us~and mayb cant even see once a week
i told him tat i hope to see him more this few weeks..since this might be the last road for us to walk together....
Once again he refused to do so...he rather to acc the games whole day than acc me...
yea i lose....wat kind of shame......
that day we had argue again..duno since when...we kept quarreling...DAMN it!!!
And keep asking myself...why why and why
nowdays....i rather go back myself after i finish my work...because....
everytime when he fetch me...den he ll say stuck...BLA BLA BLA
den he call me go back myself by teksi on that day...it makes me feel HURTS!!!
yes he did...and i decided to go back myself since that day...EVERYDAY!
haihz...i dun understand...hw come he could change till like this???
ll it be so hard for him to fetch me?he do it everyday...(before)..bt nw...
i dun understand,he didn't work now...he just so free....
well...i think is my prob...
can we still together??alot of prob between us...
can we just solve it...i dunwan the current u...u knw?
could i have back the men that i first met??he did treat me perfectly good...and that was him!!
i miss the each day when we together...I MISS IT ALOT!!!!